I will never forget...

...the host at the all-lesbian birthday party last night. It was quite an unpleasant experience and one of the worst parties i have had ever been to.

Yes, it was her birthday and she have all the right in the world to want to be the limelight of the night. Nothing wrong about that. Well, in my opinion, one doesn't have to ignore others just to gain all the attention.

I was convinced to go there by Pea, so was Berry.
Reason being that the host is Pea's best friend and she want me to meet her very much.
Most people judge people by first impressions, i am no different from them. Although i know that i am in no position to judge because i am not perfect, never was, never going to be.

It was my first time seeing the birthday host last night. It could be because we don't even know each other at all or there isn't even any reason to talk, or rather, pretend to talk. I have no idea. Apparently, Berry have met the host on a several occasions and her attitude towards Berry had always been as unfriendly as always.

You know how some girls just think they are the most important 'thing' in the world? Nothing else matters but them alone. They don't care about feelings or their image or what people say. Not because they are confident, but because they feel generally insecure.

I know how it is like because i have been there, it is not a good feeling to experience. Stuffs just happens and everything happens for a reason. Good luck to her.

That is how i see it, you don't have to agree with it.

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Didn't managed to meet up with P today. I feel semi-bad about it.
I traded the time i promised P, to be with Earl.
Without a doubt, i was happy today. We caught the movie, 'The Departed' today. A very good movie indeed, love it!

It is really not a bad feeling to agree to disagree now and i am happy that we are able to come to a conclusion that we should both let go of our ego and pride to give in to each other sometimes.

People change, we both did it for the better.

On a weird note

Woke up feeling wide awake and it is not something that happens all the time, at least not in a long while. You know, i am not complaining, but i am definately feeling rather strange that it is that way it is.

Suddenly it came to my mind that i have an appointment with P tommorow. Which also means that i have to go meet my dad today because tomorrow i will be too busy having fun.

I feel like i need a getaway, a short trip somewhere, somewhere not too far away but far enough for me to feel that i am on a holiday. I am happy where i am and with what i am doing now, but i know i always crave for something a little more than all this.

Perhaps it was in my dreams, without reality and the cold hard facts of life.
*shrugs*

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Anyway, it is a good feeling to start this all over with everyone anonymous. I am allowed to say whatever i want with no serious consequences. OOH! I'm loving this.

Eyebrow maintainence

Speaking of which, mine really needs some care and attention now. They are as bushy as can be! Have to wait till i get my allowance. Oh gosh..

I crave for Dome brekkie now.

Let's hope i will get a taste of it soon.
*dramatic sigh*

School better start soon, i kinda miss having to rush for datelines, i know i am crazy. Yes, i know i know. But.. Just bring it!! The results i got only made me want to work harder, for the better.

I look forward to seeing you babe, all the good ol' times. So much fun! Now, look who's binging now. MUAHAHAHA! 5 curry puffs, you really win babe. The thought of it makes me wanna puke.

AHA!

So simple you have to love it.
*spanks Earl*

Gambling with possibilities

I am feeling extremely worried for her.

If only she is aware of the risk she is taking, if only she is aware of what came up in the papers today, if only she is still aware of the past. If only she remembers what she had taught me when i was younger.

My heart hopes for the best for her, and that she has a limit to the things she is doing now.