This is it.
I feel completely restrained now, i requested for something and i got the answer that i never thought i would have coming from that someone. It is not so much about the rejection that disappoint me and makes me feel utterly restless today but the very fact that i thought i could always go over if i need the space.
Yeah, nothing is done so far and no photoshoots.
Do you really think sorry helps, or at least a little bit? I think, not.
You know how small my freaking table is, i don't even have the floor space to work on and how warm my room is when there is no rain. You think i can do anything bout that, huh? Do you think i want things this way?
CAN YOU STOP BEING IRRITATING?! CAN YOU STOP IT WITH THE PHOTOSHOOT WHEN I AM TALKING BOUT THE WORKSPACE THAT I NEED THAT I DON'T HAVE AT HOME?
I WOULD'VE FREAKING DONE PART OF MY WORK OR MEET MY FRIENDS THE PAST FEW DAYS IF IT ISN'T FOR THE VERY FACT THAT I WANT TO HELP YOU.
ARGH!
Lesson learnt.
and i am proud to be one because we are multi-lingual and we respect other races, we are infused with different cultures and we are very special in our own ways.
i dig cute silly looking stuffs of most kind 
i hate people who cant speak their mind because really, who do they expect to do that for them? It is okay to take a long time to decide but it is not okay if you CANT decide. i adore heaps of things and 
those that really mean to me,that is. People like Huifang, Dawn and Danting mean so much to me. It friends like these that stand the test of time that i value, not those 
imbecile dodobirds from school. I prefer to be prompted to share my feelings because i am mindful, just in case you are not interested.
and yes, that is my beloved baby, EARL! We are not officially married, but we WILL be! VERY VERY SOON!
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