You just said 'No, thank you'

I feel hopeless this time.
Not getting a grip of myself.

Hanging by the moment, guess that is what the is feeling now.
Am i confused or is it you?
I couldn't decipher your actions and the many things you didn't do to make me stay. I wasn't the type who sit and wait, so why am i like that so suddenly?

I've lost the many many things that you weren't happy with me before.
This time around, are we still the same?
Do we still love with the same capacity of passion?
Do the love we both share still mean anything to you?

Should i keep giving in?
What is right and what is wrong?

Look at me baby, so full of confusions.
I've always thought love makes things simpler but i know i am wrong now.
This love makes me feel otherwise now.

What is happening to you baby?
Have you made up your mind on me in your heart?
Are you not happy together with me?
Is that anything that i have done wrong?
How can i make things better for you baby?

Every time i ask you if you are alright, your reply to me will always be, ' baby, I'm okay.'
To me, that alone is not sufficient to ease my worries. Although i certainly want you to be okay, that is for sure.

I don't enjoy being hung by the moment.
Knowing where am standing is of a great importance to me.
I stopped hoping for this or that, i know i wouldn't be able take the blow.

Baby, tell me i am wrong. Talk to me.